want too many?

its been boring these two weeks of holidays. i can't believe i haven't been out on outings with my friends except for a futsal game if u can call that an outing. i haven't watch a movie in the cinema, not even a simple pool or a bowling game. i feel like an anti-social dude *lmao*.
so if any of you who reads this post, do something, please. i can't organise nothing cause i'm gonna be a bit busy myself from now on.

and this time frame "from now on" worries me, there is athletics training, interact B.O.D meetings, and scouts(?). all of those activities are keeping me busy and i really hope they don't clash with each other cause that'll be a "cosmic train crash". each have their own importance. that makes me think this will continue through these holidays and continue next year.

seems like im making the same mistake over again these two years. i was involved in too many activities like athletics, scouts and shoving myself into a club's Board of Directors, then, when it was time for PMR, there was lots of catching up to do. i wasted half a semester on activities and missed so many classes and tuition classes too. so my catching up was practically startin from scratch on a few chapters of different subjects. thank heavens PMR wasn't too hard but i still struggled a bit during the preparations which i also started late.

somehow, after the exams, i felt like i was being strangled but without anything around my neck accept my own lil hands. all the wasted time. studying for PMR really slowed me down, studying the same old things, worrying about nothing, there wasn't any room for me to find new things. so am i going back the same route? how am i gonna survive, obstacles will only get bigger and harder to cross